Tuesday, September 26, 2006
all alone in the room in the early morning
its a nice time to be deep in thoughts
jus cant seem to fall aslp now
been real busy with ncc these past 3 weeks
out of the 3 weeks 13 days are taken by ncc
went for range, imt, orienteering comp etc
learn lots of things through these activities
also get to know lots of cadets from diff sch
though stuff like cleanin rifles is troublesome
but somehow i kinda enjoy it
mayb its my passion, my committment towards ncc
after i become a clt i realise a lot of things
i have seen the dark side of ncc
it doesnt seem as perfect as what i have thought
what i think of ncc as a cadet seems so naive
though im disappointed with it but i wont give up
this is the type of life i enjoy
though there are cock ups along the way
but the frenship & appreciation i get from some ppl is enough to get me going on
great buddies like syamil, kar how & woei luen
after being a clt for almost half a year
i still dont think i have fulfil my potential
i have been hiding behind too much
didnt really stand out but neither did i cock up
jus an average instructor
jus like what i used to be...an average cadet
never ever have i been real outstanding
my bro used to be a supernumery
he had received award for outstanding clt
he was an outstanding cadet too
he had left deep impression in many ppl
even till now some ppl still talk abt him
but it seems like his younger bro is so much lousier
neither am i a supernumery
neither am i an outstanding clt
im not sure whether i left deep impression in cadets mind
ppl always expect me to be outstanding due to my bro
they always think i shld have my bro's standard
but i seem such a total failure as compare to him
haiz...
getting a few weeks break from ncc
coz sec schs are having their end of year exam
jus a nice break in time for me
enough time for me to let my hair grow a little longer
at least for the fringe to touch eye brow
den the back a little longer jiu hao le
2 more days to go....
wishes.
~love & peace~
[my world]'2:28 AM;
Sunday, September 24, 2006
ok...back for my pics update after 2 weeks. LOL.
laziness as usual...hehe
lots of pics taken durin ophir
some pics from ncc dinner also
most recent pics are the last few bei
4 more days to go. =)
[my world]'10:36 PM;
Monday, September 11, 2006
hey!!!! im back from ophir le...
got back on fri
its a wonderful & gd learning experience for me
its my first trip as a clt to ophir
it turn out to be quite enjoyable
except for a few rascal that spoils it
after this trip i can confirm something
clts are really like nanny
coz the cadets ask us for practically evrything
"sir...u have any extra food?"
"sir...u have battery?"
"sir...u have extra chocolate?"...etc
we were blessed with gd luck for this trip too
its sunny throughout the climb
it only rained a tiny bit at the base camp
for a short while nia
no serious injuries except for some cuts
i got myself some cuts when i fell down during the descend
jus didnt concentrate for a while jiu fall down le
i fell sick on the last day also
had a sore throat & caught a little cold i think
this trip also proves something
clts & teacher officers can work well together
we manage to work real well together
we share food...crack jokes...make fun of each other etc
we were open to each other
it makes our job easier
the coincidental thing is...
one of the teacher officer...cpt tan
hes the teacher with me & kh to ophir 3 years ago
when i was a cadet =)
no wonder i find him familiar
the medic is a nice guy too
we shared lots of fun...jokes etc
something ling yi happen durin the nite on the mount
some guys & a gal claim they saw something
the gal was freaked out
i was kinda afraid too...but no choice
as a clt i shldnt show my fear
the gal is from my platoon...have to check on her
so syamil, mr siraj & me were practically busy with that
syamil & mr siraj did some prayers...i jus stood there
i know its stupid la
but i dont know chinese prayers work mah...so yah
the nites pass by quite peacefully with not much scare la
except for some incident my cadets told me
have to thank my platoon alpha also
all of them are kranji sec except 2 tanglin gals
they are a great bunch of cadets
they are lively & never fails to lift my spirit
at some stage they even encourage me
they had great team work... great character
its really my blessing to be their pc for the trip
its really a mixture of feelings for this trip
there are certain part durin the climb that i really feel like giving up
was tired & perspiring like mad
the exhaustion & fatigue...
i will never forget it
thanx to the rest of the clts, teachers, mdm chan & the medic jeremy
i will never forget the heart warming things they do
god bless evryone!!!
anyway last sat we went for the ncc dinner in hq
collected our award durin the dinner
our ncc unit is 2nd in national!!!!!
we are best in west also.
gonna upload the pics for ophir & dinner on the nxt post
keep a lookout bei
sorry for a wordy post again...hehe
unforgettable.
~love & peace~
[my world]'11:51 PM;
Monday, September 04, 2006
been dead from bloggin so long le
simply to lazy to blog le...haha
nth much to blog as usual
later gonna book in le
meetin the rest at je at 5+
going mount ophir expedition tml
fri den will come back bei
kinda lookin forward to it
the last time i went is 3 years ago
i went as a cadet
now 3 years later im going as a clt
haiz...so fast 3 years le
time fei de so fast
haven pack my bag yet
gotta pack my bag soon le bei
gonna miss lots of ppl
hehe =)
evryone take care bei
be back on fri...
misses.
~love & peace~
[my world]'12:33 PM;
